So much of what I have
heard over the years and often continue to hear from church pulpits is what I
can do to become a better Christian, or how to grow in Christ, which on face
value sounds good and which is also what I want to hear. I want to know
what I can do to become more like Jesus, closer to
God, a better Christian who doesn't sin so much. I want to become
spiritually mature. And sermons on self discipline, self
improvement, with tools to make this happen, in the past, have made me
satisfied, to a certain extent. Knowing that all I need to do is meet
with other believers, read my bible, pray and spend time with God getting to
know him seems fairly straight forward. Practising the disciplines that
Jesus and his disciples lived would surely help me in becoming more righteous,
and pleasing to God. At the very least it would help me feel less guilty
knowing I was doing something to contribute to becoming a godly Christian.
The
danger with self improvement and becoming disciplined in the
processes is that we become fixated on just that - SELF improvement and doing the things that we think will make us
become more mature or more spiritual (as if that can actually be measured!).
We genuinely strive to do the best we can, and our desire is to become
more like Christ. Yet we fail miserably and we know it. Still we
confess our sin and continue on the journey of self improvement "with
God's help". It's a struggle, and we become burdened, disenchanted,
discouraged and disappointed in ourselves and God. This is because we
have got this whole thing flipped inside out, upside down and totally
backwards!
Wanting
to become more like Christ, more spiritually mature and practising spiritual
disciplines is not in itself wrong. However, believing that the right
behaviours help us improve, become more spiritually mature and would move us
toward God, sets us on a path where the focus of the Christian faith is about
the growth of the Christian and not about the work of Christ. Instead of
the Bible speaking about the beauty of God and the story of Jesus
it becomes just a book of history, poetry, a narrative, rules to follow
and an instruction manual for life. Even worse, Jesus becomes our great
example instead of our righteousness and redeemer.
"Martin
Luther said, “Remove Christ from the Scriptures and there is nothing left.” The
emphasis of the Bible, in other words, is on the work of the Redeemer, not on
the work of the redeemed. As important as how we live is, the spotlight of
Scripture is on Christ, not the Christian. “The Bible is not fundamentally
about us. It’s fundamentally about Jesus.” (Tim Keller)"
TULLIAN TCHIVIDJIAN |8:12 AM CT What
Does It Mean To Be Biblically Balanced? http://thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/tullian/2012/05/28/what-does-it-mean-to-be-biblically-balanced-2/
We
forget that our sinful nature cannot be reformed or retrained or improved.
It has to be and can only be put to death, killed, crucified. We
forget that Jesus has already done this and that HE is our righteousness and
that when we fix our eyes on him, he is all we need. We cannot do
anything to get closer to God. It is He who comes to us. It is He who makes us
righteous. It is He who makes the change within our heart. Hebrews
12 says Jesus is the author and finisher of our faith! When we stop
fixing our eyes on him, and start focusing on ourselves and what we must do, we
don't grow or become more mature, we actually begin to shrink.
Tullian Tchividjian states in his interview on What is
Christian Growth?, "When
we stop fixating on our need to improve, that is what the Bible means about
improvement.
When we stop obsessing over our need to get better, that IS
what the Bible means about getting better." http://thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/tullian/2012/05/24/what-is-christian-growth/
So
does this mean that we don't do those things that we call 'spiritual
disciplines' and 'good works'? Of course not! We do them not because we
can become like Christ, but because of who
we are in Christ. Spiritual disciplines remind us of what Christ has
done, what is real, who we are, who has us. We don't need to fear rejection or
disapproval because Jesus has taken care of everything and there is no
condemnation for those in Christ. We can live our lives not in fear of
the law but in the freedom of the gospel.